Thursday, April 2, 2009

This is my prayer in the desert. When all that's within me feels dry.

My whole life it seems like everyone else has known what they wanted to do, but me. They know their path in life, they know their talent - their gift to the world. But what is mine? I seriously have no idea. I really don't think I have a talent. Haha.
What is even scarier is that in just over a month, I'm going to be graduated (minus the one course that I must take in the spring). I will have that bachelor's degree! Woo! But.. for what? Haha. Funny, but not at all.
Don't get me wrong. I know there is a plan for me. (Jeremiah 29:11) I have a destiny. I just can't help but feel a little impatient because I haven't been let in on what EXACTLY that is!
Sometimes I see opportunities... but I don't take that leap. Sometimes I feel I missed my chance. But that can't be right... right? I just haven't felt strongly about anything in particular... like this is what I am supposed to be doing. Nope, never felt that way.
Come on... can't I get a little help? Please. :)



1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I know this feeling to the fullest extent, believe me. I sometimes feel like I should have went to school for teaching, or went into social work, but I won't go back now, it's frustrating, I know. You'll figure it all out. I think you'd be great as a counselor or as a mentor or even as a crime investigator! I always thought that'd be fun.

Bottom line, it's definitely scary as heck, but we'll get you through it.

xoxo